So, tomorrow (Monday) is my interview at the photography school. I'm very nervous. So nervous in fact that I'm driving everyone crazy with excuses why I shouldn't go. Truth is, I'm scared. It has been 10 years since I was a student, and I was never a very good student. I am nervous because I no longer have my husband's income to sustain me for long periods of time. If I get in and then don't get employment afterwards, I'm more or less screwed. And most of all, I'm worried about being an emotional mess. Is it too soon to be doing something new? But again, it's not like I have anything else to do. I quit my job to be with my husband after they told us there was nothing left they could do for him because the cancer had advanced so much.
Anyway, I know I should give this a try. I know because 10,000 people have told me over the weekend that I need to go. Okay, so I exaggerate, it was more like 10 people. But still. I'm nervous. I'm scared. I hope I don't back out but I might.
Some of you are new to my blog and haven't seen many of my photos, as I have not posted many lately. You can see some by clicking "photography" in my list of topics, but THIS POST has the most photos.
Wish me luck.
- I am a bereaved mother and wife. I began this blog to help me look for the "good things" in life after my daughter, "Babybear", died in July 2005. Three years later, her daddy, my husband, "Bear", died in November 2008. (You'll find a link to their stories on my blog) And now, as difficult as it is, I continue to look for the good things in my life as I learn my new normal with my pup, "Furrybear", at my side. And the angels on my shoulder...