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About Me

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I am a bereaved mother and wife. I began this blog to help me look for the "good things" in life after my daughter, "Babybear", died in July 2005. Three years later, her daddy, my husband, "Bear", died in November 2008. (You'll find a link to their stories on my blog) And now, as difficult as it is, I continue to look for the good things in my life as I learn my new normal with my pup, "Furrybear", at my side. And the angels on my shoulder...

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

A Part Of Me Died That Day Too

Four years ago today, my little girl's heartbeat was racing. No concern from the doctor. I sure wish I hadn't had an appointment that day, then I would have had a nurse come to my house instead. Nurses seem to be more knowledgeable than doctors sometimes, or at least they seem to take concerns more seriously.

Sometime later that day, my little girl flew away.... taking a huge chunk from my heart with her.



oh how I miss my little girl and her daddy!!

15 comments:

Kelly said...

Hugs aren't enough. I wish I had more to give. You are in my thoughts.

Emalee said...

I just want you to know I am thinking about you today. I am sorry you are having to spend your little girls first birthday alone without your sweetheart. At least you have Emma and I sure hope you decided to do something GREAT!!!

Kristina P. said...

Ter, you are in my thoughts today. YOu are such an inspiration to so many people.

*Just Jen* said...

Hugs and thoughts for you today my dear Ter!

Caitlin said...

I am thinking of you today! Happy angel day, babybear...

Yaya said...

(((HUGS))) Thinking of you. :(

MemeGRL said...

Thinking of you and Baby Bear today and praying for peace in your heart and life.

Laurie in Ca. said...

Love you Teri. Thinking of you and both of your treasured bears today, wishing it wasn't so. Praying for you sweet friend.

Love and Many Hugs, Laurie

Jenners said...

Sending you good thoughts and hugs. That photo and your words just fill me with sadness and tears. Hang in there.

kimberlee said...

Happy Birthday to your sweet baby girl.
Thinking of you today.

AnnaMarie said...

Much love to you Ter.

lisaschaos said...

So sorry, I'm sure the pain seems magnified on the anniversary each year! *HUGS*

Vickie said...

That photo just broke my heart:( I am thinking of you and wishing you peace and happiness.

Colleen said...

My thoughts are with you Terri through these tough days.

Ali said...

I am so sorry I missed this post Ter, my prayers are with you. I know I lost my doggie, but I know losing a child & husband must be a million times harder. I wish I could be there and give you giant hugs and be a shoulder to cry on =(